holiday is comin to an end soon.. if im wrong, i start sch on 23rd april.. =x hehe! i gt to noe tt other sch such as ngee ann, start at 11 april.. WOAH! 12DAYS DIFFERENT NEH!

lolx.. nw im workin at sembawang, sun plaza ntuc fairprice as a cashier.. but juz a trainee.. nt to tt standard of openin a counter.. Xp

kh went back to msia.. =[ he went back on the 4th april.. when the time, im still trainin for basic cashierin.. HAIZ! cant even send him at the last moment.. sad sia.. but then, i went to msia to find him..

actually i felt lonely when he went back.. nt onli lonely.. mayb we gt used to meet everyday.. and nw.. cant even meet.. tt's y i dun wanna meet almost everyday in the past.. will be unable to leave him.. or i shld say cant leave him where i can hardly reach him.. tt makes me insecure.. but i think he nvr noes.. he nvr noe abt tis blog, he nvr noe abt hw i feel..

or mayb he noes, juz tt he cant help it.. cos my heart is havin heavy rain here, yet he cant be by my side.. havin bad days tis wk..

1st, i quarrel wif him.. 2nd i quarrel wif linda.. ==" quarrel wif linda cos i dint show up in the outin.. i feel the timin is very rush for me.. since today's my workin time is 12-5pm.. gonna meet her at 7.15.. it was abt 5.15pm when im able to go home.. tryin to chiong home, but the mrt i cant control it.. when i reached bukit batok was abt 6pm.. i wanna go for 187 bus, which would b faster.. BUT END UP?! THE BUS JUZ GONE IN FRONT OF MY EYES! i was thinkin mayb the next bus would take a long time.. so i decide to walk back.. then end up! when i was walkin to the next bus stop, i saw tt 187 again.. I WAS LIKE RUNNIN LIKE MAD DOG.. tis makes mad.. so i tell linda im nt goin le.. cos i dun wanna rush like a mad dog.. runnin along the highway.. AND IM REALLY RUNNIN N RUSH LIKE SIAO CHA BO!! haiz.. 4gt it.. linda say she dun wanna talk to me, then when she cool dwn le then say ba..

im lookin forward to it too.. but it really makes me mood bad abt rush rush rush.. i dun like rushin.. sry linda and charis.. in the end, charis call me up askin me wanna come anot.. i told i dun wan to.. cos linda is angry wif me.. go also no point.. then charis say,"if u come, she wun angry le..".. but i seems to b stubborn of nt goin.. cos i dun wanna rush.. still wanna make myself pretty pretty go there.. =.= takes alot time norx.. haiz... suan le.. 4gt it..

i onli can say tt today is nt a really gd day.. and im lookin forward of today, linda.. believe ot not, suits u.. i cant control ur tots.. i dun mind tt its ur fault or wad.. but the timin really makes me feel rush, and pek cek.. i cant stand tt kind of feelin.. its frastratin.. hope u understand.. i noe u r disappionted and angry, but at the same time, im feelin frastratin and sickenin.. =[

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