harlo~ so late i still come to blog.. really dun feel like slpin.. and audi is gettin bored lo.. duno wad happen sia!! all the song in the audi ARE GONE!! ONLI LEFT MILK AND AUDITION SONG NIA!! TIS MAKES AUDITION BORED!! lolx..

well, tis wk nth much to sday.. i do hav my projects to do.. but i dun really feel like doin it lo.. damn sick of tis so call "PROJECT" thing.. haiz.. sian~~

and then, recently i gt to noe tt my frien "Atomised" gt to injuried his spine! and he is in changi hospital.. LOlx!! gt think of go visit him la.. but too bad, i duno hw to go changi hospital!! i onli noe hw to to NUH! lolx.. so nt my fault =x

then i still laugh at him sia.. lolx! IM EVIL!! hohhoo~~

but anyway, todaty sorta sad ba.. abit.. HEHE! cos i found tt duno wad had happened.. Felt that KH and me has nth much to talk abt.. i noe and understand long distance is hard to maintain.. but i hope to stick wif him, no matter wad happens lo..

Im quite sad is actually abt last wkend, when i went to msia to find him.. i went there, live at his hse, but sorta slp seperately.. no choice to b alone wif him.. or mayb juz 1 nite.. but for me, mayb im greedy ba.. i feel it nt enuff lo..

1st thin, I dint gt to meet him for 6wks.. Due to the renovation he is doin in his shop, which is DIY.. it makes him no time to come to sg n meet me.. AND 6WKS NEH!! WHO CAN STAND IT MAN! I CAN B THE GUINNESS RECORD HOLDER LE!! HOHO!

2nd thing, when im there, he seems like dint really find chance to b alone wif me lo.. like on sunday, actually he can bring me to Kluang's town and take a look.. even if there is nth to see or shop, i dun mind lo.. i juz wanna hold his hand, and walk side by side wif him.. find smth to chat.. juz onli he n me.. i juz wan tt.. but he duno or dint thought of tt.. im nt sure le..

3rd thing, we are runnin out of topic.. i often scare tt the distance between me n him gettin further away.. i dun wan AND dun hope that it happens.. i dun wan.. i hope we gt nvr ends topic to talk abt.. but it doesnt seems to b so.. im a chatterbox.. but yet, i cant find any topic to talk to him le.. im helpless.. haha... i wan to talk to him, wanna approach him, wanna b wif him..

tis sounds like i "so" no faith in him sia.. i noe.. but really tis is hw i feel recently.. i duno wad's goinin on.. but i juz hope that he noe wad im thinkin lo.. i always tell him hw i feel.. and duno y, i felt tt he dint tell me hw he is feeling.. i wanna noe wad is on his mind..

whenever he sms me tt "i luv u so much, laopo", i feel happy but abit of heartache.. is tis normal?? or actually sure feel happy w/o heartacheS? mayb bcos he used smsin, but nt sayin it infront of me? he did say "i luv u" and hugs me titely b4.. it also feel like "im flyin~ jack, im flyin~", but yet somewhere in the heart, its abit pain.. is tis normal?

i hope to get to meet him at least 4days per wk.. but i cant.. cos he is in msia, im in sg.. haha... seems so~~ duno hw to describe..

can anyone tell me wad shld i do? wad topic can i find to chat wif him? by the way, the shop he is settin up is a shop that sells things that is related to bathroom and the "diamond water".. bathroom as in bathtub, toilet bowl, shower thingy na.. dun think until provision shop's things.. LOLX!

ok.. i shld end here.. LOLX! ITS GETTIN LONGER~~ I DUN WANNA B TT LOH SOH!!

PS: he doesnt noe that i gt tis blog.. even if i mention to him b4, as he dun hav computer previously.. so i think its understandable that he dun really noe abt tis blog.. but kinda sad.. cos tis blog de theme is on him... sobx.. T_T

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