Post 54:

ok~ i get to change the song le.. tis song is from my cousin's blog de.. HEHE! feel it quite nice, so i put in my blog.. =] and i duno wad is the song's name.. so dint put the name.. lolx...

Currently is at Msia.. AGAIN, WIF HIM IN TT STUPID CAFE.. i really feel it is a wasting money cyber cafe lo. cos 1st, i cant get to play my audition.. hav to waste 1hr plus juz to patch tt audition.. then everytime is the same thing lo.. its juz CYBER CAFE!!!

tis really makes me dun feel like coming to find him le lo.. damn sick la.. I tell him many times le, i wana go walk walk or window shopping wif him lo.. yet he juz dun wan, nvm.. THEN ALL HE WANS IS JUZ PLAY DOTA!! WTF IS TIS?! damn fed up lo... zzz

i really feel like slappin him sia.. CANT HE JUZ PUT SOMEMORE EFFORT INTO TIS MEETIN OR ANYTHIN?! zzzz

then nt onli tt lo.. I REALLY DUN UNDERSTAND Y HE DUN WANA HOLD MY HANDS OUTSIDE LO.. wad is there to paiseh or anythin sia?! ZZZZZZ izzt tt im beside makes him feel so disgrace or wad?! zzzzz IF tis is it, then i really feel like breaking le lo.. he completely duno wad i wan lo.. zzz

i noe he wanna meet me, wanna see me.. so i dun mind taking the effort to come n find him.. zz END up?! WAD I GET?! all the rubbish thing!!! i dun mind come to CC once in awhile wif him lo.. but then, tis is like becoming almost everytime le lo.. walao.. i really very fed up le lo..

he really wan me to leave him or wad sia.. i cant understand y he cant put in mre effort in me sia.. izzt tt i terat him gd, n take for granted?! is tis is wad he wans, i dun mind lo! i feel like punishing him lo.. 3days dun wanna talk to him, dun wanna sms him and everythin lo..

really ANGRY PLUS FRASTRATING PLUS FED UP!!! zzzzz he completely dun treasure wad he gt from me lo.. he wun go shop shop wif me de lo.. NT EVEN THINKIN OF WATCH MOVIE WIF ME LA?! wtf is tis.. really very angry lo.. zzzz

and i juz wan after playin time, wan he go dinner wif me, like also wan his life lo.. zzz DAMN fed up lo.. =.=

HE REALLY DUNO WAD I WAN OR WAD SIA?!?!! ARGH!!! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

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