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is him really goin to leave? =[
Sunday, February 25, 2007 • 2:36 PM • 0 comments ytd, i went out wif him again o! hmm.. i shld say he came to jurong to find me after his work.. hehe..we meet, then eat in food court, then go play arcade, then go McDonald eat small stuff, then go home.. HEHE.. sounds so bored rite? but wad happen was the topic we are talkin.. he asked me, "laopo, wad if im unable to work here le? and i will b goin back to msia?" i said, "if u really unable to change outlet, then tell the office wad happen norx.. many ppl quit cos of tt supervisor ma.. "*~i ans smth which is like nt matchin his qn lo..~* KH: "i noe.. but wad if i really dun work here le, go back work for my father??" ME: "i duno.. its ur choice norx.. i respect ur choice.. if u really go back le... i duno...." KH: "aiya! fang xin na.. even if i really go back le, we will meet every 2 wks or smth.. or when u havin holidays, then come msia norx.. then we will meet le lo ^^" ME : "^^" at 1st i really duno hw to ans him.. tryin to put mself smiling all the way.. dun wan him to noe wad i m thinkin.. really hav tt kind "gosh! goin to b like past le.. cant meet him, n goin to cry whole nite.." i noe im selfish na.. i dun hope he go back to msia.. but think again, its unfair to him.. so i dint say tt i dun hope he went back.. i wan him to stay put here.. accompany me to go through tt sch life.. but tt is impossible de .. i noe.. he gt told me b4 tt he will stay put here until i graduated.. but nw, cos of the situation, he might b unable to stay.. hw i wish tis would nvr happen.. cos of tt stupid supervisor, who dun wanna confirm him, he might b leavin.. wth. tt stupid old virgin, nags everyday.. even a old uncle n auntie cant stand her la.. psycho one.. haiz... juz hope the office would change a outlet for him.. exam wk.. =.=
Saturday, February 24, 2007 • 4:07 AM • 0 comments haiz.. here comes the exam~~ but i completely no mood for exam.. cos see my brother, he alrdy havin his holiday n happily ever after~~ yet?! i still hav to mug for exam.. think abt it i really no much mood..then today juju sms me, next sat free anot.. then i was like nt very sure.. so dint give her comfirm ans norx.. then end up she sms me, tt 3rd of mar wor~ then i was like o0? ooooo~~ i think im mad le.. every yr near my bday, i sure happy like hell.. but nw i ws like totally 4gt when i bday de.. =.=|| stupid poly life really makes my life abt nt like mine.. for the emaths test today, i duno wad to say wor.. haha... i think i might b juz pass.. cos i gt a few question i dint do.. LOLX =x hope i can pass at least~~ next for netfund n telesys le.. i wanna study fr netfund but nt telesys.. cos telesys i sure hav to retake sup de.. GUARANTEE CHOMP... haiz.. wadever ba~~ tired of all the test stuff.. =.= Juz luv him =x
Wednesday, February 21, 2007 • 1:42 AM • 0 comments so happy sia!! although i dint go out on cny n chu er, but today i went out wif him~he come back frm msia today, which supposed to come back tml de.. Xp n he plan to come back by 11, he rch my hse void deck, yet im still slpin~ LOLX then he wait me until 2+pm, at jurong central.. make him wait for me 3hrs.. =x lolx.. i so bad.. then cos he scare i slp like pig, then he bought the 9.30pm de movie ticket.. its like omg!! damn long frm 9.30 la~! cos at tt point of time its juz 3+pm.. =.= 6hrs sia~ so we decided to go eat 1st.. after eatin duno wad to do, so we decided go IMM.. on the way there, rainin sia.. faint~ when we gt back to jurong central, it abt 5+, then we decided to watch "Hannibal Rising" 1st.. *which means we watch 2 movies on a day.. fierce neh!* the "Hannibal Rising" ok ok la.. all abt revenge, n war which cause hunger, then ppl eatin a small gal.. =.= after tt movie ard 7+, we go eat again then i no much appetite to eat sia.. =.= so i dint eat much.. everytime i can finish a bowl of rice le.. but at tt time i juz eat less than half.. keep drinkin soup.. =.= then the rest of the food push to him..WAKAKAK!! IM EVIL~ hehe.. then after eatin, we duno wad to do.. so go play ZONE X play arcade.. play until duno wad to play le, we go see ppl ice-skate.. HEHE the ice skate central had been renovated le.. but then no much diff frm last time de.. juz tt abit new ba.. i think~ =X ard 9.40, we then go watch the "Ghost Rider"*which he bought the tickets when i was slpin*, as there is still abit more frm the movie, we bought drink.. i ask him wan wad drink, he say redbull.. i was like @@ redbull ex neh.. n it doesnt seems to b nice.. end up, we bought a LARGE pepsi.. their LARGE is really LARGE!! omg.. u noe the popcorn box?? ITS LIKE COMPARABLE WIF TT NORX! lolx!! when we bought le, i saw it.. n i say "OMG! SO BIG.. JUMBO SIA.. i dun care le.. i buy le, u beta drink finish hor~ HEHE".. then he was like "omg.. so big.." LOLX!! tt point of time i was like laughin madly.. LOLX!! damn funny.. rofl... =x so happy sia today.. at last we can meet le, n hav a proper date.. if nt i think, i will keep on pms on him.. then quarrel.. =x cos b4 new tt 2wks, he was like complete NO OFF LO! no time to accompany me, although i also no much time, cos needa do proj.. but still if he wans, i no matter wad will squeeze tt little time to accompany him de.. mayb tt's gal ba.. =x liling also will =x hehe! i think for me, wad gals wan is juz a companion frm the guy she luvs... cos a little bit of sweet, will make a gal like a kitten luvly de.. =x GUYZ I TELL U O! I GT A FIERCE PART BUT I GT A KITTEN PART ALSO O!! DUN ALWAYS THINK IM FIERCE! BLEAHX *especially the kns brandon n kns cal*=x LOLX!! well~ end of today's blog.. was thinkin wanna accompany dada n charis out tis few wks.. after i end my xam i accompany u gals k?? MUCKXZXZXZ new yr...
Sunday, February 18, 2007 • 6:07 PM • 0 comments haiz.. new yr sia.. i really dint go to ah mah hse.. so fierce sia me.. @@ i noe many of the olds one sure say abt me de.. but heck care ba.. its my life~~ wadever..so sian.. today play audi also no kick sia.. cant find my audi kakki JUZ COS ITS NEW YR!!! haiz.. then i think my whole day will b at home norx.. onli my beloved computer accompany through this days.. no mood to study.. n i dint get to go to msia.. haiz.. when i was young, i was like hopin to hav new yr cos gt reunion dinner.. nw leh~? i dun hope to hav new yr.. cos i started to dislike my family.. as in the whole one.. i luv some of my cousin.. but then nw, so many tings happen, i really dun hope to see their face.. mayb tis is wad we call "tao bi".. yea! im escapin frm unhappy incident.. think twice n over again, i feel like slappin my aunt.. damn feel like slappin her tight.. cos she hurt him.. =.= a innocent party.. so sick of new yr.. haiz.. well.. anyway~! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR DUDE!@! Happy New Year ma??
• 2:57 AM • 0 comments wee! today i can see my hubby le.. n i cant go to msia wif him.. abit sad.. cos so long dint see him le.. miss him sia.. but then today's reunion dinner i go to er gu hse to eat.. so ask him along.. then he work till 7.. wth.. 6pm hav to off work le.. still work till 7.. =.=and when we left er gu's hse, we went to cyber cafe.. n played dota.. so NW IM at the cyber cafe... y i came to blog?? cos im soooo sian.. he ask me play dota.. n wad makes me dulan is the damn comp is damn lag la.. then he keep on askin me to get back.. =.= hw to get back fast if the comp is damn lag la.. =.= or i can blame myself for slow motion norx.. haiz.. I HATE DOTA NA!! sick.. well.. nw is i hav nth to do.. so blog in cc norx.. haiz.. he dun like audi, i dint ask him play.. i dun like dota.. he ask me play.. im nt as noble as liling play dota for her bf.. im selfish.. i admit tt.. haiz... tml hav to go ah mah hse le.. frankly speakin i dun really feel like goin.. hav to entertain ppl i dun like.. hav to face all the stupid thing.. i hav lost my hp.. so xhj let me her exxxxxx hp.. very old de nokia phone.. I VERY APPRECIATE TT O!! thx jie.. although they dint i hav blog.. i gt a urge wanting to tell them.. but.. aiya.. 4gt it.. dun feel like tellin them tt kind of feelin more stronger.. but the phone she lent me, the battery cant work @@ lolx! wanna return back to her when i saw her tml.. lolx.. although we r havin new yr nw.. but i completely dun hav tt kind of new yr mood.. really feel like stayin at home tml.. haha.. so sian.. n exam lies on new yr week.. HW TO ENJOY SIA?! aiya.. even if it lies after new yr 2wks lata.. i also no mood for tt.. = =" cos many proj are floodin me.. many of my F609 classmates feel tt too.. haiz.. sickenin arh!~! hw i hope there is no paper n proj, which are the items which stress us like mad.. -.- i was thinkin.. y ppl so idiot.. hav to use a paper to decide where we go, hw our future will be n BLAH BLAH BLAH!~ n i feel those who think they are smart are actually abit a dead minded.. =.= haiz.. things are like goin bullshit.. really bullshit.. sick of tis world.. sometime i juz hope i can live in the virtual world.. nt tis reality which is cruel, rubbish and hurtin.. =.= ok.. i shall end here.. blog next time ba.. ^^ Bloggin again!!
• 2:56 AM • 0 comments YEAH! I start bloggin le.. but cos i dun wan any trouble within my family, onli my frien noe tis blog ^^ u see la! as my frien gt priviledge neh!! lolx =xtoday is a raining day.. i miss him.. >"<>"< i plan to go to msia to meet his papa n mama le.. but i haven tell my parents.. think i will gt into deep trouble if i dun tell them.. wadever~ haiz.. sickenin.. tell u ppl o! i really dun like tis sem de class.. F607.. i completely DUN LIKE! 1st is webapp proj.. i have nth to say abt it.. cos its over.. wad i dun like abt the class *~actually nt really the class la.. juz a few gals which i dun like~*.. the gals i dun like YL, who is soooo zi dong of takin ppl's food without askin norx.. n there is soo many place ard, but she still keep on squeezin into a place where many ppl is there.. wth.. when she take my french fries last time, wa! tell u o, i very dulan norx.. wad i think was like, "WA! i very familiar wif u arh! wth.. dint ask permission then take like tt.. damn no manner la.. like hungry ghost like tt.. wan food wun buy urself o?! even my close frien will ask permission norx! u r wad sia!? kns.. PUI!" but i juz said "Wa! u very zhi dong hor?! wo bu shi gen ni hen shou leh.." then i heard brandon says, tt time when cal n brandon go chat wif another gal classmate, tis YL also go take cal's snack eat without permission.. wad sia.. tt time i heard le, i tell brandon "Wa! she abit like 'yao gui' leh!" brandon still ask me wad is "yao gui".. i say"u say leh? u noe hungry ghost festival tt ghost? " he was like "ooooooo~!" really dun like tis kind of person la.. if wan take someone things, hav to ask 1st ma.. no matter hw close also muz ask or tell norx.. tis is wad i call "human respect" or "human right".. tt thing nt urs de, juz take like tt.. treAT ppl as transparent or dead de o.. -.-|| hate tis kind of person.. N I MISS THOSE DAYS WIF LIMIN, LILING, YIWEN N GINA LA~!!! AND SOME OF MY SEC SCH BEST FRIENDS NA~!~! U GALS ARE THE BEST!! MUCKXZXZXZ!!! HUGGIEX! |