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Tuesday, March 27, 2007 • 1:40 AM • 0 comments well.. so long dint blog le.. goin to update nw..n im goin to hav my telesys sup paper tml.. n my netfund paper is totally screwed.. LOLX.. wadever.. =.= hav been seein friends around me breakin hearts for their luvs one.. but wad can i do? NTH! i hope i can b a "frien" who can help them release their grudges by tellin me norx.. breakin someone's heart is so fun ma?! kaoz.. hope to curse those who break someone's heart like hell, to death.. n hope they gt tt retribution~! haiz.. then wad i do nw neh? NTH! i juz wanna tell my friens, sometimes juz try to look on the bright sight.. dun believe some scandals easily.. to clarified those scandals, u can juz ask tt "dang shi ren".. dun like someone so silly... *PS to someone: u noe im talkin abt u.. Xp* then next, i duno wad to say, but to tell u guyz, "NA DE QI, FANG DE XIA" and "REN YAO WANG QIAN KAN".. learn the mistake frm the past, n dun do it again in the future.. sometime treasure urself more.. n dun fall in too deep, if u are unstable abt a relationship.. jia you my friends~ haiz.. i felt sad la.. abt my mum childish attitude.. she still thinks tt the money is kh steal de.. WTH~ then nvm.. kh was like tryin to regain my mum "likeness", yet my mum dun appreciate it.. she juz pull everythin bad things to him lo.. completely is "ji dan li mian, tiao ku tou".. wa.. juz nw almost quarrel wif her again.. when she noes tt the grapes are kh bought she said "he buy one, i dun wanna eat" i said "wa.. u very childish leh, mum" she said "nt tt i childish lo! he stole those money, how would i still b able to eat his stuff" at tt moment i feel like slappin her face lo.. wa.. she cant accept him lo.. i duno wad to do, sandwiched between my mum n him.. he do his best to please my mum.. yet wad my mum do, really disappoint me lo.. even my er gu can feel tt he is a gd boy... haiz.. i juz hope tis fine day, she would noe his gd points, and accept him lo... i believe tt he dint steal any of the money.. duno y, feelin tell me tt is my father who stole it.. but i dun wanna tell my mum.. cos no evidence at all, juz thoughts and instinct.. hw i wish tt bastard culprit would come out and say he is the one.. nt kh.. i really hope tt... i hope so....... horoscope~! >"<
Saturday, March 17, 2007 • 6:20 PM • 0 comments JANUARY=SHYNESSFun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hot. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. FEBRUARY=SMARTS Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. MARCH=GORGEOUS Drop dead gorgeous!!!Attractive personality.Very ! sexy.Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others * wink wink*. Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt! Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of MFE these months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. APRIL=SWEETIE Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. MAY=SEXY Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. JUNE=PIMP Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Not easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. JULY=ATTITUDE outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. AUGUST=FLIRT You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with an August birthday. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! SEPTEMBER=LOVER Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. OCTOBER=HOTTIE Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, if you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. NOVEMBER=THUG This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. DECEMBER=BEAUTY Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Horny but does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. im GORGEOUS.. lolx >"< ^^v Sup paper is comin~!
Friday, March 16, 2007 • 3:26 PM • 0 comments well, tis post is written in sch~ yes! im still in the sch during tis point.. im at the EN23-05-120 writin tis blog.. lolx.. today i gt telesys sup remedial.. its rather expected.. lolx..eventually, tis remedial we 4 gals, yiwen, limin, liling and me, shld b showin up.. but liling dint show up.. =.= so~ onli the 3 of us norx.. haiz.. after tt remedial, yiwen went back.. there left limin and me.. im hungry at tt time.. lolx.. so we went to hav our lunch at the design sch.. cos engine canteen is nt open, n its same to mensa.. lolx.. we ate the chinese cooked rice.. okok la.. nt very nice.. =x engine's short circuit western food is the best.. =x lolx.. as my bf is endin work at 4.30pm, limin and me decided to stay back till 4pm.. then went home.. after lunch we went to library's project rm4 to study.. in fact, we are juz flippin the pages onli.. for limin and me, nt a single word is goin inside to our brain.. lolx.. after we are like listenin to songs and flippin till very sian, we decided to went to hunt dwn for computer labs.. lolx.. on the way to the lab, i was tempted by the toasted bread vendin machine.. it gt the egg and cheese bread, and the roasted chicken bread.. we wanted the promotion of the 2 breads at $4.. but end up, the 2nd note of $2 tt i've slot in, is jammed.. lolx.. then i ask limin for her hp, cos i wanna call up tt person abt tt $2.. and tt person asked me to sms him my particulars.. after hanged up, i asked limin to sms her particulars to tt uncle.. aiya.. i duno izzt uncle anot, i onli noe tt he is a man.. LOLX~! limin say,"aiya.. $2 onli.." i was like -.-lll limin!! $2 also money neh! can buy 1 plate of chicken rice or a 1 pack of french fries neh~! or even a large cup of coke in McDonald neh.. and many many sweets neh~! lolx.. lolx.. she is beside me lookin for new blogskin.. lolx! and she was like sooo gei gao abt tt blogskin.. nt nice or nt to her wish then will nag nag nag.. LOLX~!~! so auntie~! auntie limin, harlo~! i luv u~! LOLX! anyway, thx to limin who had accompanied me through many lonely times during the 1st poly yr.. if she dint accompany me, i might b juz bored to death!! cos wadever i do, she will laugh n laugh.. even if i duno y.. -.-lll LOLX!~! Exam Results~
Thursday, March 15, 2007 • 11:30 AM • 0 comments NetFund >> FWebapp >> B EMaths >> C OOP >> C+ Jap >> B Telesys >> F PSPS >> Passed GPA >> 2.06 my exam result.. LOLX~! like wad i guess~~~ telesys n netfund failed... but nt bad la.. gt 2 Cs, 2 Bs, 2 Fs.. LOLX~! quite balance wor~! LOLX~ MUZ CHIONG TELESYS N NETFUND~ i juz hope tt sup paper can come earlier.. juz in case all my memory in the remedial for the topics would juz gone like tt... haha... JY JY JY ALL MY FRIEN WHO IS TAKIN SUP! GOGOGO! thx xiao hui jie~!
Monday, March 5, 2007 • 2:19 AM • 0 comments well~! in fact today isn't my birthday, cos over 12am le.. but i felt tt today is a warmth-hearted day today..cos my beloved xhj and dor dor organized a gatherin to celebrate my bday.. although it isnt a big one~ but i think tt the heart tt means is enuff for me le.. cos dor n xhj is able to gather ard 11ppl, included me n kh la~.. but nvm de! and she went to famous amos to buy a small cake for me.. its juz a brownie.. LOLX~! a small small piece of cake warmth my heart.. cos its the very 1st bday i ate tis yr.. i shared wif kh.. HEHE.. then xhj went to buy a champagne, in fact its the sparklin water.. but nvm, COS I LUV IT!! =x lolx.. after tt she bought me a small box of famous amos cookie as a present.. HEHE.. >"< felt so happy tt moment lo.. soo happy!! >"< it seems to b quite han suan or miserable.. but duno y, such a small present can juz lighten up my day and mood.. the gatherin place is juz goin to marina south to eat steamboat.. LOLX~! but nvm! cos i enjoy it.. LOLX~~ after tt steamboat, we wanted to went home le.. "we" as in xhj, moppy, dor dor, kolala, kiwi, kh and me.. so we took the same mrt towards the west~ kolala n kiwi alighted 1st, cos kolala stays in holland.v and kiwi send her home le, then take mrt back to BEDOK~!~! omg la.. so far yet he is still go "hardworkin" to send he home.. sweet~ nt long after they alighted, xhj found tt dor dor is cryin in a corner... then xhj went over to console dor, askin her wad happen.. end up i gt to noe dor has a bf who is 24yr old.. and hav a immature mind.. =.= he was like dint even care abt dor lo.. but when we rch bukit batok, we settle dwn and start discussin wad to do wif dor lo.. then we decided to use xhj's hp to make tt jerk to ans dor's call.. =.= then after tt, we type some "lines" onto the sms portion, to ask dor tell her bf.. then she keep on cryin and etc.. as she talks to her bf on phone, kh was listenin.. and he feel tt i treat him like wad the jerk treat dor.. i was like -.-||| then i say im sry.. i shld accompany him more than accompany "audi".. lolx.. well, in fact i was thinkin m i tt jerky?? cos i audi more than acc him.. but i gt meet him almost everyday.. but think again, its he wan to meet me.. so i go meet him.. like tt say, i feel im bad.. i wanna meet him, but i wanna play audi.. then im lazy to go out of hse when rainin especially.. mayb really is "he loves me more than i love him" mode between me n him.. but i feel blessed after seein many things happen to my frien.. cos he neither gamble, smoke, drink nor flirt.. keep tellin myself i shld luv him more than i can.. i juz wanna thx xhj for everythin she had arranged for me.. and wanna thx kh acc me all along when im unhappy.. hehe.. muackx! Birthday is a "nth much" day
Sunday, March 4, 2007 • 12:03 AM • 0 comments woot~ my birthday today o!! but it seems to b a nth much day.. many of my friends gt sms me tellin me happy bday to me.. JUJU is the 1st one to tell me happy bday de.. THX JUJU!follow up, i wanna thx shimin, jia fong, an an, limin, louis, charis, mun keong, dang dang and many more frien who wished me a happy birthday.. HEHE well.. tis yr bday nth much na~ frm 2nd mar nite went to my bf hse stay there until tis afternoon.. then after send him to work, i went to my 2nd uncle hse.. i bought ice cream to his hse.. cos was missin my small cousins.. hehe~ wanna bought somethin for them.. n was thinkin ask them to bring to ah mah hse share wif the rest.. i dun wanna go to my ah mah hse for some reasons.. haha~~ after tt, 2nd uncle ask me go for weddin dinner.. i was thinkin did my parents go?? then when i rched there i saw my parents and bro... after dinner, we went hm le.. on the way home, my bro hinted my parents tt i wan a bday cake.. end up wad my mum says was, "eat a dinner le, still wan wad bday cake?" when i heard tt, my mind went into a whirl lo.. i hope i dint heard tt... i hope i juz stay under my bf's wings.. even a happy bday dint say to me de parents.. i really hope i dint their tots.. makes me hate them.. really hate them.. damn disappointed.. even my uncles n cousins will say to me.. y they wun?? i dun understand.. they make me feel tt, my birthday is nth.. ha............. the most empty bday i ever gt.... EXAM ENDS~! WEEEEEE
Thursday, March 1, 2007 • 10:37 PM • 0 comments WOOT! THE MAIN EXAM ENDS AT LAST!! but i noe im goin for sup la... faint~haiz.. but cos of telesys exam, which i completely hopeless abt it, my bf n i quarrel on the 27th ferb COS OF TT STUPID PAPER!! cos i dun even feel like study.. but i told myself i hav to study at nite.. then during the afternoon, he called me.. n ask me to study... WA.. wanna faint le.. then we quarrel lo.. cos i feel like escapin from tt sickenin exam feel... then after we quarrel, he sms xhj tt he very sad n worry abt my studies n blah blah blah.. and xhj called me to ask me study when im slpin... =.= tt time is ard 10+pm na.. then i study until very headache, so i went to my beauty slp.. *actually juz study a few page Xp.. no! i shld say juz FLIP through some pages* then the VERY ANGRY THING IS when im slpin, MY FATHER SMOKE IN TT VERY RM!! n his reason is juz he wanna poo, n needa smoke! WTF?! i was like damn freakin angry la! then i shouted at him.. i noe its very unfillal to do tt.. but wad he did was like really sickenin la! haiz.. then i was so angry, and i go bath then rush out! and my mum saw me went out of the hse, so she shouted at the door,"where im goin?".. and i was like damn freakin heck care to ans her.. =.= and i chiong to jurong central's mcdonald to study the chap 6, i think.. i really gt study norx.. gt go into my brain~! but for nw, it completely auto-wash away le.. LOLX~~ well, since it passed.. and hav to wait for sup... so heck care ba! and today, my hubby off o!! so he meet me at jurong.. so sweet of him >o< but in the end, we eat le go arcade play AGAIN~ but nvm, cos i enjoy tt.. LOLX~ when we at X-Zone, we met dor dor.. she works there, but everytime dint see her~! n today so heng! we saw her AT LAST~ lolx then after we out of arcade, and we quarrel again... quarrel cos dor dor say my hair go salon "do" hair like tt.. of cos i very happy la! cos my hait nvr ever went for perm or smth de.. means tt my hai look gd in condition norx! then i very happy wad she say, n he pour me cold water.. =.= sad leh! haiz... then suan le.. i admit i gt ignore him la.. but his attitude abit..... make me bu shuang lo... AIYA! DUN talk abt the quarrel part na~~~~ then in the end, he coax me cos mainly he is in the fault.. i also gt fault la.. cos i short tempered.. BUT I DUN LIKE HIM TO SAY VULGAR IN FRONT OF ME NA!~! *plus i seldom scold vulgar in front of him, unless i very angry..* after we reconile, then we went to jurong point.. actually wanna buy his shoes de.. end up, we bought vcd for his parents~~ lolx~ and we went home abt 9+pm~ BTW, friends, when is the chalet o?? im nt free on the 5th n 6th march... >"< sry~ |
