he is back in sg le.. he wake up at the early mornin ard 5 to come sg.. =.= he rched jurong ard 10+am, when i was still slpin soundly.. i was like.. cant really slpin real tight, juz bcos i scare tt i might nt heard the handphone rings.. wjhen i gt his call, i was like damn happy..

wake up immediately, then get to bath.. then go to the KBOX CYBER CAFE to find him.. juz like wad i thought, once i rch tis cyber, saw him still playin his favourite dota.. i duno wad to say.. but juz stay by his side and watchin he play the game.. i was like watchin for 1hr plus.. then i told him tt, i go down buy bubble tea.. cos i noe he haven eat.. =="

after buyin the drinks, went back to tt cyber, still seein him playin.. damn sian la... i cant tahan, so i said i went dwn to the arcade to play the puzzle bubble.. he came to find me after his game.. after a few game of bubbles wif him.. i noe he felt sian.. so my mood abt playin bubble is low.. =.=

then he said he wanted to go back play dota.. cos he dun wanna walk ard wif the big bag on hand.. tt time i was feelin damn sickenin la.. get to meet each other long long time once. then once he come ONLI dota.. =.= i really feel like juz go home like tt.. dun wanna care him le.. let him play until he shiok.. but duno y, i dint do tt.. =.= stupid me..

so nw! im at tt cyber cafe wif him.. on the way to comin tis cyber, almost quarrel wif him.. cos i really dun wanna come here norx.. then i said i wanna go library find books to read.. then he said, then lata i go find u? then i say,"i go find u after tt.. u can play till u shiok.." then he also bu shuang.. =.= so i juz wasted my money to come here juz to blog! chit chat in msn! then i saw audi is availble in tis comp, i was like damn high.. END UP?! 21 PATCHES IS AWAITIN ME! WTH.. =.=

really wastin my $$ la.. i can blog and play at home! n NO LAGS! here i duno hw would it be.. its was like the patchin speed is 3kpbs.. wth.. =.=_l_

damn sian.. it was like he come sg nt for me, its for dota de lo.. i really feel tt lo.. it seems to b like dota more impt than i do.. =.= sometimes really feel like slappin him, n tell him, "U WANNA GO DOTA THEN GO!! PLAY TILL U SHIOK LE THEN COME FIND ME! I DUN WANNA ENTERTAIN U WIF ALL THESE STUFF.." but i nvr say tt out..

so sick of like tt de me.. =.= he nvr noe, i gt a blog juz to write his stuff.. he nvr noe hw i feel sometimes.. i told him abt tis blog b4.. n he seems like dun really care much.. he was juz dota d0ta and DOTA!

he can dota.. but dun dota when he is wif me.. and still ask me dota wif him.. =.= wth.. i really feel like tellin on his face tt i dun wanna dota.. nt interested in tt too.. NT AT ALL!! im nt as determined as liling does.. dota juz for her ex! counter strike juz for her ex.. im nt as noble..

he dint even say "let's watch movie!" or "let's go date!", juz bcos he gt smth big on his hand.. n dint even notice hw i feel.. i feel sickenin la.. so sick of stuff like tt.. i really hate dota nw.. i decide to delete all my warcraft in my comp.. mayb juz replace gunbound or other game.. gunbound seems interestin.. but i duno hw to play yet.. think gona learn then can play wif xhj and dor dor... as for dota, i can onli say it sux.. IT REALLY SUX!! i dun like tt game.. i tried to like it.. but it juz cant b happenin..

haiz.. he is nw sittin beside me.. he is like damn focusin oon his dota.. ARGH! CAN U DUN DOTA IN FRONT OF ME?! N NEGLECT ME?! I HATE TT!! REALLY HATE TT!!!

he went back.. T.T

Monday, April 9, 2007 • 11:11 PM • 0 comments

holiday is comin to an end soon.. if im wrong, i start sch on 23rd april.. =x hehe! i gt to noe tt other sch such as ngee ann, start at 11 april.. WOAH! 12DAYS DIFFERENT NEH!

lolx.. nw im workin at sembawang, sun plaza ntuc fairprice as a cashier.. but juz a trainee.. nt to tt standard of openin a counter.. Xp

kh went back to msia.. =[ he went back on the 4th april.. when the time, im still trainin for basic cashierin.. HAIZ! cant even send him at the last moment.. sad sia.. but then, i went to msia to find him..

actually i felt lonely when he went back.. nt onli lonely.. mayb we gt used to meet everyday.. and nw.. cant even meet.. tt's y i dun wanna meet almost everyday in the past.. will be unable to leave him.. or i shld say cant leave him where i can hardly reach him.. tt makes me insecure.. but i think he nvr noes.. he nvr noe abt tis blog, he nvr noe abt hw i feel..

or mayb he noes, juz tt he cant help it.. cos my heart is havin heavy rain here, yet he cant be by my side.. havin bad days tis wk..

1st, i quarrel wif him.. 2nd i quarrel wif linda.. ==" quarrel wif linda cos i dint show up in the outin.. i feel the timin is very rush for me.. since today's my workin time is 12-5pm.. gonna meet her at 7.15.. it was abt 5.15pm when im able to go home.. tryin to chiong home, but the mrt i cant control it.. when i reached bukit batok was abt 6pm.. i wanna go for 187 bus, which would b faster.. BUT END UP?! THE BUS JUZ GONE IN FRONT OF MY EYES! i was thinkin mayb the next bus would take a long time.. so i decide to walk back.. then end up! when i was walkin to the next bus stop, i saw tt 187 again.. I WAS LIKE RUNNIN LIKE MAD DOG.. tis makes mad.. so i tell linda im nt goin le.. cos i dun wanna rush like a mad dog.. runnin along the highway.. AND IM REALLY RUNNIN N RUSH LIKE SIAO CHA BO!! haiz.. 4gt it.. linda say she dun wanna talk to me, then when she cool dwn le then say ba..

im lookin forward to it too.. but it really makes me mood bad abt rush rush rush.. i dun like rushin.. sry linda and charis.. in the end, charis call me up askin me wanna come anot.. i told i dun wan to.. cos linda is angry wif me.. go also no point.. then charis say,"if u come, she wun angry le..".. but i seems to b stubborn of nt goin.. cos i dun wanna rush.. still wanna make myself pretty pretty go there.. =.= takes alot time norx.. haiz... suan le.. 4gt it..

i onli can say tt today is nt a really gd day.. and im lookin forward of today, linda.. believe ot not, suits u.. i cant control ur tots.. i dun mind tt its ur fault or wad.. but the timin really makes me feel rush, and pek cek.. i cant stand tt kind of feelin.. its frastratin.. hope u understand.. i noe u r disappionted and angry, but at the same time, im feelin frastratin and sickenin.. =[

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Tuesday, April 3, 2007 • 1:57 AM • 0 comments

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• 1:07 AM • 0 comments

BLOG BLOG BLOG! IM BACK TO BLOG LE~!

well, i've a NTUC FairPrice job as a part time cashier.. i wan to work it as a permanent one.. but sometimes things doesnt really go along of wad i wish.. cos kh is leaving sg.. =[ and tt means we gt lesser time to b together..

havin lesser time to get together, i can accept.. but wad i cant really accept is WE CAN ONLI MEET ONCE IN A WK!!! haiz.. get used to meet almost everyday.. then all of the sudden like tt.. ==" frankly speaking, i duno hw to convince myself tt things nvr changed even if he is back to msia.. well, i noe tt nth much hav changed, juz back to tt bombastic bill like last time.. another thing is, i planned to work every wkend.. then nw he is goin back.. then i hav to change my plan of workin.. i dun wanna change the workin thingy, but if i dint change i will nvr gt time to see him.. haiz.. i duno wad to do.. anyone can give me advice ma?

ok~ lets stop abt tis.. i will talk abt today's stuff.. hehe!

today~ i gt my cashier trainin.. hmm.. nt really trainin la.. juz attended a workshop of hw the NTUC things goes.. wad benefit will hav for being a confirmation staff of NTUC FairPrice.. then the workshop is frm 9am-5.30pm.. wa! wanna faint le norx.. ==" then the next 2 days i still gt basic cashier trainin.. also frm 9am-6pm.. but luckily! the trainin and workshop will b paid! LOLX! so nice hor? sit there, tis ear listen the talk, then the information come out frm another ear, u can still gt paid.. LOLX!

then after today's workshop, kh come fetch me!! then we went to sun plaza, where the place i will b workin for the following weeks, to see hw the environment goes.. *DUN GO THERE SABOTAGE ME HOR! IF NT U WILL GT IT FRM ME! WAKAKAKAKA!* after tt, we went to find the food court in sun plaza.. wa! the angriest of the day comes!

we went to the KOPITIAM, then after tt we are like lookin for the seats norx.. then we wait a seat from quite a distance.. after the "users" hav gone, of cos we wanna go sit la! THEN TIS FUCKIN WOMAN! SHE WAS LIKE HALF RUNNIN HALF WALKIN TO TT PARTICULAR TABLE LO! then frm far u can see there's ppl waitin for tt table le ma.. then TT FUCKIN WOMAN still snatch the seats there.. WTF?! then kh and i was like juz beside the table le lo! then tt woman juz put her stuff on the chair, which means tt she chomp the table le lo.. WTF?! then the woman still smile smile, like hintin "woohoo! i win!".. tt kind of smile lo! then i juz blurt out "WHAT THE FUCK?!" in front of her... then she still like smile until very xin xu lo!

wa! the most angry thing is hor! DAMN LA! TT WOMAN IS LIKE IN HER 20'S.. BUT HER ACTIONS COMPLETELY LIKE IN HER 40'S!! KIASU ATTITUDE!!! wth... i shld hav also say her "kiasu woman" in front of her..

after we hav our 2nd meal of the day at tt kopitiam at 8++pm, we went walkin around.. then amazing thing is! kh n me dun feel tt full, its like no feelin after eatin tt meal.. as b4 we are starvin like hell.. LOLX!! then we decided to eat somemore other things.. we hav 2 choices to go for 1 is the steamboat at marina bay, and the other one are crabs at boat quay..

so we use scissors, paper, stone to choose which one we are goin for.. in the end! we went for the crabs at the boat quay.. its quite cheap cos it's 2 for $10!! woah! cheap huh?! lolx.. since im at the raffles, i called dang dang and bao bao tou out for dinner.. in the end they ate their dinner le.. well, then nvm.. we still meet them out to chit chat or smth, cos i very very long dint see dang dang le~~ T.T by then was about 9+pm..

when they reached, its was 10.13pm le.. LOLX! and there goes dang dang's belated birthday present!! A ADDIDAS PINK HANDBAG~ woohoo!! damn nice la! so happy!! then we went to tis place to drink the leftover balance of the martel, which is reserved under my friend's name.. n tt makes me the last train to jurong.. hav to take taxi.. there is still train to pasir ris mrt station.. but kh dun wanna go back by tt.. ==" hen bu ting hua.. cos i ask him to for the train, he refuse!! n determine to send me back home then camp at jurong.. ==" DONG BUAY TIAO.. but i luv it smtm.. HEHE! muackx hubby.. =x

lolx~! ok~! end of the post for today~ AND I WANNA THX DANG DANG'S FOR MY PRESENT~ even if its belated, but gt "heart" can le!! HEHE~ <3

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