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Dedicated to Weifeng II
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 • 10:10 PM • 0 comments
although tis is called dedicated to weifeng, i will also write reply to xhj.. lolx~ Ok! Xhj 1st ^^

Xhj : =_= darling... ah... this post kinda~ sensitive darling! =_=!!!! less harsher onegai

Jie, i wun b able to treat him like a so called greenhouse's flower or wadsoever.. like u say, he is 13 now.. 13yrs old, is a teenager's age.. teenagers are called young adults.. U n me clearly noes wad is young adult means.. Somemre, like i say im stating the facts.. =]

Weifeng : came in peace...is there a need for insult?

U came in peace? ARE U SURE ENUFF TO SAY TT?! ^^
The way u write ur tag, its juz as if erjie n me is in the fault, BUT NT UR DAD ^^
Erjie Throw things, ITS HER BUSINESS, did he had the need to slap her?! I say those things, ITS MY FREEDOM, did he had the need to kick me?! Dun u noe, theres a thing call "Zi Yu Yan Lun"?

Moreover, in wad position does he have to teach us? Direct relatives? SRY LO! HE IS JUZ MY FATHER'S BROTHER! ITS NT DIRECT RELATIVE OK?!~ INSIDE MY BODY DUN EVEN HAV HIS DNA OK?! ITS AHGONG, AHMAH, GRANDMA, GRANDPA, MY DAD N MY MUM!

Even if he punish us as a so called UNCLE, but pls la! MY FATHER ONLI SLAP ME ONCE, N MY MUM CANED ME B4 SERVERAL TIMES WHEN I WAS YOUNG! MY PARENTS DIN BEAR TO BEAT US UP OR ABUSE US EVEN ONCE! WHEN DO HE GT THE RIGHT TO BEAT US?!

Erjie is 27yrs old, a complete adult.. What she has to learn is to control her own temper, but DO UR FATHER HAS THE RIGHT TO TEACH HER TT WHEN HE,HIMSELF, CANT EVEN CONTROL HIS VIOLENCE HORMONES?! n im proud of myself tt, i stab him using words, but nt physically. =] im mre civilised than ur father somehw. No fist, no kick, but words ^^
Think and write b4 u write n say =]

Another thing, "insult"?? r u sure tt wad i wrote is insultation?? Cos i read thru wad i wrote several times.. N i THINK tt im juz statin the facts.. n to u, if U THINK tt facts is insults, then I THINK u juz denying wad the truth is.. N like i told xhj, teenagers are young adult.. Even if u r nt mature enuff to accept the facts, u gona learn to accept it.. Cos i wanna treat u like a YOUNG ADULT! But nt a kid ANYMORE =]

And also, like i told xhj, THE MORE I TREAT U LIKE A KID, THE MORE U ARE STILL CHILDISH! THE MORE I TREAT U LIKE A ADULT, THEN THE MORE U WILL BCOME AN ADULT!

I dun care how ur father teaches u, or wadsoever.. But wad im gona tell u, PLS OPEN UR EYES N SEE WHO IS IN THE WRONG PLACE THE MOST! WAD MAKES UR PERSONALITY LIKE UR FATHER, OF THE TOT TT THE FAULT IS ON OTHER NT OWNSELF=]

Im nt insulting.. If ur father felt tt he is wrong in bangin dajie's head, he would say sry.. But he dun even hav the courage of sayin sry to someone even younger generation n age than him.. OR EVEN HE DIN THINK TT HE WAS WRONG! This really makes me felt like, he is nt a material for someone to respect., I really think tt he has the need to reflect wad he has been done.. I admit tt i had said somethin cruel to him, but i wun apologise to someone who i think theres no need to..

Everyone closes to me, noes tt im tt kind "I will say sry, if im in the wrong position".. But is ur dad?? N pls, remember somethin.. WHEN THE REASON HE SLAP MY SIS, HE SAY TT "COS I SONG".. HE SONG THEN CAN HIT PPL LA?! IZZT?! THEN IF I SONG, I CAN JUZ KICK HIS BALLS UNTIL HIS BALLS IS SPOILT IZZT?!

And observe properly, the way i wrote the incident, most of it its a neutral party writing it.. Tryin to be a neutral party in writing really makes me suppress of my negative feelings..

U nvr noe hw furious i m about wad ur father had done.. U nvr noe hw i much i hope to strangle ur father wif my own hands. U nvr noe hw much i wanna stab him wif knife wif my own hands. U nvr noe tt, once i close my eyes, when i tot of tt incident, hw much i long to see him die wif torture! I really murdered him several times in my mind wif many ways.. N these makes me felt like im crazy! n YES! Im crazy about gettin him killed, n cursed him to dead! N even Hope tt it will happen hav u 3 has completely be independent! =]
Or even when he is old, he will b suffer n tortured by sickness.. N by then, i might nt deny tt i MIGHT be VERY HAPPY! =]


N even if i understand u guyz are innocent, but if u cant understand the NEUTRAL view of it, then juz Dun THINK that ur father has fault too.. Do re-read wad i wrote about the fightin part! I wrote tt i was in the fault for sayin those words, but hw can someone who is almost livin for half century do somethin tt is IRRESPONSIBLE and BRAINLESS!

If u wan insultation from me, im so glad to say so =] N these are real insultation ^^
Here goes for insultation :
I think tt ur father is juz wasting earth resources. Cos He lives for almost half century alrdy, din even noe wads self-discipline is. He is juz acting like non-evloved animal. I can tell u, tis is juz a animal instinct. Human are animal wif high self-discipline, but ur father is completely lack of wad a human should hav =]
Can u even understand wad my sentence meant? ^^

u wanna noe y he din wan anyone to mention Ershen infront of him ma?! COS ERSHEN MAKING HIM A CUCKOO, N ITS A STATUS THAT FULL OF HUMILATION! Tts y he wun wan anyone to mention Ershen AS he felt humiliated!

n he tot tt Ershen earn xtra $$ from my father, he felt bad.. n pls la! if he is tis good, he will juz stop ershen from doin it alrdy norx! he also wan my father's $$ ma! =.= Pui!

He onli thinks tt its ershen's fault to hav boyfrien or wadsoever, DID HE EVER THINK OF Y SHE WOULD WANNA DO TT?! Women can be simple, can be complicated.. Its juz tt ur father betraying ershen by goin for prositutes, is the 1st cause of it.. Who u can blame? If u would really wanna blame, i rather blame ur father for nt being loyal to ur mum.. And this make ur mum to become complicated, n choose a path tt she cannot go back.. N moreover, its nt tt ur mum dun give him chances.. 2nd time betrayal, makes a simple woman gone crazy..

And for me, i told my bf that is he ever did tis to me, i wun even give him a 2nd chance! Cos theres once, there would b twice. This fact can b clearly shown by ur father n MY father!

Oh! I talk about facts again, but nt insultation~ Sry~ Like i say im bitchy, n i really cant stand hw he treat my sis.. i think tt im mean enuff to write those things.. LOLX! Hw i hope i can curse him wif my life ^^

Little boy, if u really think tt u can come for peace, then i can say u can juz 4gt about it.. Cos i juz cant forgive wad ur father did ^^
Do learn tt violence onli make u loses, but nt gain! IF violence make u gain, then he wun lose Sigu this sis of his.. N IF violence make u gain, he wun lose us these nieces who i think we are nt important at all!

n OH YA! 1 more thing, STOP MAKIN USE OF MY BROTHER FOR HELPIN U GUYZ FOR TUITION WHEN HE CANT EVEN GET TO STUDY HIS OWN SUBJECTS!

As a sister of Ahdi, i hav to right to protect him.. In my view, when ahdi finishes teachin u guyz, did u guyz has ever been grateful to him? or juz 1 "Thank you, ahdi kor", then nth alrdy?! Did ur father ever been grateful tt Ahdi teaches u guyz?! Pls la! Dun make it like its ahdi's responsibilities when teaches u guyz of not getting a single cent, n hav to go home by himself in the late nite lo! =.=

n STOP MAKIN USE OF AHDI LO =.= Damn it.. If duno, go ask teacher! or ask Ur classmates! AHDI IS NT UR SLAVE OK?! =.=



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