Friday, August 20, 2010Y

1:06 PM

Update

Working outside is a rather new environment for me..
it can said as somethin new tt i seems to experience but forgotten..
working for malcom is a rather enjoyable feeling i guess..
no much stress, spoon feed by malcom n stuff.. lolx

But somehw, gt tis new job of mine, make me realise hw heaven-feeling is when im workin for malcom..

Working here, it somehw seems to have tense n frastration n carefulness overwhelm me.. n makes me feel like im nt myself..

imagine the whole 5 days, u were in a mood of tense and careful mode, it kinda transformed me into a paranoid, which i hate being n to be..

Having an attitude to learn frm mistakes n accept mistake is rather a couragous thing to do, i guess..
n somehw due to alot of small mistakes, it demoralised me.. its like small things also can go wrong, feel like bangin wall.. lolx!
kinda stupid, but i duno y i will do tt..

n it seems to hav a increasing percentage of it.. feel like giving up.. but its a rather gd job..
i noe i hav to treasure.. but bcome paraniod bcos of a job, is tt worth? i duno.. =\

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