或许就像古人所说的＂得不到就是最好的＂吧。。好吧。。至少我觉得他还不错。。haiz.. Tis is bad, man! 

Sian.. Wanted to SMS him.. Forcin myself to hold back.. Wanna give him calls, but I noe he wun pick up the phone.. Y m I doin Tis sia?! Hw did I get myself into such situation whereby I can't do a single thing?!?!

I seriously Duno.. Lolx.. Tis is so sick.. *roll eyes* 

Buddha, tell me what I needa do?! Wad I can do?! My instinct tells me to wait! Wait n wait!! Wait for wad?! I DUNO~~~

Urgh! Frustration comes in n said hello~

Really feel like bitin his head off.. Lolx! Nah! Aku 舍不得！ lolx! 

When is Tis goin to end sia?! *bang wall*

But well, Tis is life isn't it?! Lolx! When single hope to b attached! When attached, here come trouble! Trouble trouble trouble! Lolx!

现在我能做的只有自娱自乐了呀。。。

是种悲哀吗?! 应该吧?! Haiz... 什么时候才是个头呀?!

Wanna break then break ma! Like tt hangin there.. Also dun wanna talk.. Lame leh! Kaoz.. Despite I'm goin thru this shiit, but still I feel like stayin wif him neh.. Kaoz..

气自己的不争气啊!!! Contradicting thinking comes in.. He Dun wanna talk, dun wanna meet.. Duno wad he wans.. He Still can say tt he is str8forward.. PUI! Haiz... 

Thoughts swings like as if monkey swinging frm tree to tree sia. Knn.. Bitch slap me pls! *roll eyes*