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是种遗憾。。。
Saturday, September 7, 2013 • 8:44 PM • 0 comments Suddenly A-mei's song comes into my mind.. It actually reflect my feelings towards him totally sia.. 我知道这样不好 也知道你的爱只能那么少 我只有不停地要 要到你想逃 以为在你身后 是我一辈子的骄傲 原来你 什么都不想要 我不要你的呵护 你的玫瑰 只要你好好久久爱我一遍 就算虚荣也好 贪心也好 哪个女人对爱不自私 不奢望 我不要你的承诺 不要你的永远 只要你真真切切爱我一遍 就算虚荣也好 贪心也好 最怕你把沉默 当做对我的回答 原来你什么都不想要。。。 好吧。。不可否认我想他了〜 so what?! Since he is ignoring me, y can't I juz learn to let go?! Tellin myself let go is easy, but I'm freaky tryin hard nt to MSG him! Cos I noe no response n attention will b given.. Instead, I might push him to a corner whereby he will totally dun like me.. Lolx! 何必让自己这般的狼狈？！ 所以我只能逼自己不去想，不去听，不去看，不去希望。。 Saw him logged onto the datin app tt we met.. Seriously, tt feelin sux! It feels like gen betray? Lolx! Cos when the moment i went out wif him n noe tt I wanted Tis fellow, I had totally delete tt account le.. But obviously he doesn't do the same.. Mayb I'm juz a passerby in his life too.. Who noes?! Lolx! In fact, I always do self reflecting when I'm wif him... Tell myself nt to push him.. Nt to rush.. Nt to blah blah blah blah! But seriously, if he can give me mre attention, would I b like tt? Smtm I even think tt actually he is tryin very hard to give me attention le.. But I'm juz too short tempered, start leashin out the insecurity inside me.. N tt drives our r/s to an end ba? 他对我说的＂我想你，我爱你＂，在我看来好苍白，好空洞。。 可能我们没缘分吧？ 相遇在他空闲的时刻，相爱在他最忙碌的时期。。 命运造化弄人呀〜〜 假如再重来一次，我是不是会对他耐心一些？ 不。。我不会。。因为我在意他。。想见他的感觉是那么的强烈。。会想和他多聊聊。。 见不到面，没关系。。 asked him to call me, but he only done it twice.. Lolx! So guess he doesn't hav much attention to give me ba.. I actually noe tt he tried his best le.. But Tgt wif me, it's too tiring for him le ba.. Lolx Anyway, hope the best for him.. Hope he can find someone who really cares n understand what he is goin thru.. I'm juz nt the suitable one ba.. Sad thing.. Knowin him make me hav a feelin of "在错的时间遇到对的人，是种遗憾。＂ Ok.. It's time for me to clear my mind n look forward le.. Bye HW...
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