M I jus tt suay?? Everytime when i wanna talk to him, its always when he is busy.. Lol...

He said tt, "I feel that I want to love you yet I can't create time"... But seriously, if u r really tt busy, giving me a call is it tt hard?? M I tt greedy?? Mayb like wad Frankie said, he is jus nt sincere enuff?? 

Or he is jus too young to handle a r/s like tis?? 

Sometimes I feel so sian when he dun give any response.. Especially I'm hopin for his response.. Haha... 

Silly me... I'm jus too softhearted.. Mayb I shld take it slowly, meanwhile, know more guys out there.. Guess tt will make me feel mre comfortable n happy ba.. Haiz... 

Somehow I can feel tt I'm pressurizing him... I noe its nt right.. cos tt will make him lagi dun wan to see or talk to me.. actually i understand de.. but I juz hope to hav a bit mre care n concern frm him, which i can hardly feel it sometimes.. Kinda defeated.. 

But when Im seeing HK so 坚持 abt maintaining the r/s wif her bf, makes me wanna hold on to him also.. But somehow.. Haha... Tts y I told HK tt I actually envied her.. Cos she can still talk to her bf face to face.. But for me, even if its talking thru phone seems to b 一件奢侈的事情.. 

Haiz... Can someone tell me wad to do? 

But predicted, Lolx! everyone around will ask me to leave him... Lol! Even me myself also wondering, y m I so persistent to hold on to hm... Lolx...

Haiz... Seriously, tis is kinda sick... I dun deserve tis kind of treatment sia...