I'm cool wif tt I guess.. Lol.. But somehow I noe tt shldnt b the case.. Lets jus see hw things goes.. Lol I can only tell myself like tt.. 

Actually me myself also dunno y I'm so 死心眼 abt him.. But it's ok.. He is busy wif his work, then I busy wif my life norx.. No big deal.. Lol

Wad kinda course tt I need to take to move on to the next phase of my life.. Wad kinda job i shld work in the nxt 2yrs.. Tts a qn.. Lolx! 

Actually, I'm a gal dun ask much question.. N I'm nvr a career-centered person, cos I noe there r things way more impt than tt..

But nw I guess its time for me to think for myself.. N stop thinkin for others le.. 

突然发觉我的爱似乎很容易让人觉得理所当然的。。 我其实比谁都冷血的。。 可是，我的死穴就是对我爱的人，我会很容易心软。。 

有些事情，我习惯自己去争取。。 我不喜欢等待的感觉。。 bcos tt sux!!! 

靠山，山倒。 靠人，人跑。。 那还不如一开始就靠自己。。

So if that's the case, y I should care if he luvs me anot.. Right?! 

Yes, tt should be the way.. But now, wad the hell m I doin to myself? 

Frankie said, I'm a gal with great potential.. But m I goin to use tt potential tt allow me to shine? 

I dunno.. But think again, y not?! 人生只能活一次，不是吗？

或许有来生，可是我们谁也不知道会是怎么样的呀。。

而且在我心底深处，有一个声音不断地呐喊着＂我想要一个精彩的人生啊！！＂

想要精彩的话，就只能靠自己去创造。。 别人给予的，永远都是不牢靠的。。

那样的人生，会没有安全感。。 要有所谓的安全感，要自己去创造、策划和努力。。

或许对我而言，爱情是个奢侈和迷人的东西吧。。 

它似乎是垂手可得，可是它是最琢磨不透的。。

不想为他去改变什么，只要把自己还当作还是单身的自己就好。。 

我的世界要为我自己转，不是为别人而转。。 

除了家人和一些好朋友，我突然觉得没人值得我去为他们做些什么。。 不值得呀〜〜

Priscilla said, I seems to hav a little bit of split personality.. Lmao!! Cos i seems to b in different mode when doing things.. 

but if tts the case, isn't tt fun?! Lolx 

But of cos na, I dun wan myself to b so special to tt extend... 

I can always balance my life wif my family n friends.. But I think even if he comes into my life, it does not make any different.. 

Cos he dun bother, then y shld I bother? Weird me.. Lolx

Sometimes I'm jus lazy.. Way way way lazy... 

Guess I shld change the topic named "Enlightened".. Lolx